Crimes Committed Against My Body

This post is dedicated to the many women and girls who have had crimes commited against their bodies. Who have been violated, sexually abused, assaulted, raped,beaten..Your story deserves to be heard and the perpetrators pay. NO one deserves to go through all that.#NoToViolence #MyBodyMyOwn #NoToAbuse

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My innocence
My pride
My confidence
He took it all away
Like a suckling baby taken away from the mother’s breast
My little room with all its pretty and pink wallpapers
Became a hell of my own, dark and smelling of nothing but death.

These were the crimes committed against my body
But who to tell?
What to do?

With an ear to ear grin, he drooled over my tiny frame
Looking at me like I was just a five dollar finger licking meal from Macdonald’s
The minute he tore my clothes, so was the effect inside me
My heart was torn, my soul destroyed
Trying to fight him off proved a fruitless effort
The tears I cried on that dreadful night
Can never compare, nothing can equate the actual pain within me

These were the crimes committed against my body
But who to tell?
What to do?

He was sweating, making all kinds of noises
I let him feed off my heart, my body, my soul
I lay motionless, breathing, my heart beating, but the girl called me was dead
He left, a man with great satisfaction, behind he left a corpse in motion
A whirlwind of emotions,  a tornado was building up
So what happens to me. Who then can fix me

These were the crimes committed against my body
But who to tell?
What to do?

Who can carry the burden of fixing the dead girl
What happens to my beating heart which now feels close to nothing
What happens to my soul which was simply destroyed before my own eyes
What then happens to my confidence that I can’t seem to locate
What happens to the body I live in, that I now loathe

These were the crimes committed against my body
But who to tell?
What to do?

Society looks at me different now, like I asked for it or am I to blame
For the crimes committed against my body
I chose to let go, put it all behind me
I smile and wake up with confidence that there still is good out there
But what of the men who look at me with lust written all over their faces as I walk down the street
The men who see me dancing in the club and grabs my waist like he owns me
The men who whistles and comments my full bossom, my apple behind
These are gifts granted by the creator, just let me be
The men who amongst huge crowds grazes my behind with his pelvis,  and noone notices

What happens to the body I live in that i now loathe
These are crimes committed against my body
But who to tell?
What to do?

©Scotch_royalty👑

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